Wishful Thinking

I want everything to be perfect--
I wish I were more realistic.

I want to be in control--
I should be more chill.

I listen to crazy music--
I should listen to James Blunt.

I care to much about people--
I should care about myself more.

I put relationships first--
I should study architecture.

I wait for you call--
I should call you.

I yearn for a stable environment--
I need to be stable myself.

I need to not think about the 26th day--
I should live for the present.

I should not call for a second chance--
I need to scream it at the top of my voice.
Hear me--
Don't just listen.